>>9268946Sounds like being drained from work. At least, that's the context for the feeling I can sympathize with. Spending the hours working in your head, but by the time you're actually able to do something with it, you're so overworked and tired that it feels like grinding your balls together with sandpaper. Just keep it up, bit by bit. It'll take form.
And for you, the person fuming to see the general doing fairly well again:
