>>20907263>dragoons>not fagsanon please she's 1 bad day away from being ftm
You can tell she was never friends with any girls at school, she was probably bullied daily by mean girls. Every day she sits alone in the cafeteria in some dark corner, popular girls like Rosemi and Reimu are probably walking along with their gucci bags, stopping in front of her to splash milk on her and laugh at how pathetic she is. Selen too pathetic to speak up, her only release is getting angry on video games after school.
Even if Selen tried to be friends with the other groups like the goth kids she's still ostracized because she's too awkward to figure out how to get close to anyone.
The only people that she could make friends with were men because men were willing to put aside how pathetic and stupid she is because they are just desperate to fuck anything. Even Selen realizes deep down that they're only friends with her because they want to fuck her, and this just ruins her self confidence even more as she knows her entire existence is pointless. She probably gets pressured into sex while at a friend's house and despite not wanting to she consents, and because she "consented" she never speaks up about it anyone despite it forever scarring her making her reluctant to ever spend time with another man alone.