>>65374440I don't think that's exactly what it is, she isn't violently opposed to people falling for her and she always thanks those that do instead of telling them off or anything. To me it sounded like she just enjoys interacting with us and having fun together as friends would a lot more, so she wants to preserve this kind of relationship with us and being "too sweet" would make it difficult for her to maintain the required "sense of distance" (距離感バグってる). Might just be a diplomatic way to phrase it to make it sound like the issue is on her side, though, because this didn't seem to be an issue before. Likewise, she also mentioned that she can't do ASMR anymore without starting to laugh, no idea how that came about though because she was able to do it just fine in public every month in the 2019-2021 era.
>>65375508I also think she was getting tired of having the obligation to do it every month. For some reason she seemed a lot more motivated to do it when it was still public. I agree that the phone roleplay was the only one in recent memory that I would even consider sweet content, so like you said, it's a bit confusing what she is even referring to. In the end, I don't really mind if she wants to stop doing it for a while because her content always feels more fresh when she is actually into something, I just hope the end of month streams aren't gone for good because I always looked forward to them a lot.
Anyway, Tsubooji starting very soon!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DPIrhR8Ib8Q 