>>67672254Thanks man. I used to believe as a kid, prayed for mom every night. I've made peace with not believing anymore. They are gone but I'm a product of their love, it flows through my veins. Now that I'm in my 30s I just feel like I betrayed them by not having a family of my own. I know what until death do us part means and what it costs. Dumped my last girlfriend because I was okay hanging out with her but didn't feel strongly enough about her that I would go through the pain of sickness and loss with her.