>>20003616What I'm about to say might come off as ignorant since I don't know you or anything about you but saying stuff like "I wasted my life" while you're still alive and capable seems like a self-defense measure you have to avoid setting up high expectations and disappointing yourself
unless there's something absurdly wrong with you like a debilitating disease that will kill you in a few days there's plenty of opportunity to do not just what you think you *should* do, but stuff that you *wish* you did or could do
all those words amount to nothing if you actually do have a disease that will kill you in a few days and I'm like, super sorry about that
basically, you can do it anon, nobody chases their dreams and goals without having to make some tough decisions