>>104744289You probably don't have a shot.
There's a barrier to get through to date a streamer as a viewer, there's often a perceived dynamic where you're on a lower level.
Then there's an additional barrier with the secretive culture around vtubers.
You're some random guy on the internet. You're not even on the level of a stranger walking up and asking them out because they probably don't even know what you look like.
Unless you managed to slide into their DMs, regularly chat together off stream, have them initiating contact with you and speaking to you on a deeper level than other viewers then at most you're just a familiar anon, like a shonbaker, lucyposter or circumschizo.
If you don't really have a shot to take then you'll only put a hole in your monitor. Probably best not to go down that road. Try not to watch and think about them as much as possible. Distract yourself with other things. Try to get out and socialize when you can. It'll get easier.
