>>40759395As someone who's really invested in the idea of seeing her become happier, that members stream the other month kind of made me lose a lot of hope. Her demons are alive and breathing, and she'll never be allowed to relax until something very significant happens, and it hasn't in apparently 20+ years.
The other big thing is that she identifies too much with being "the depressed one". She plays into it nearly every change she gets and everywhere she goes. One of the first noteworthy things she said as a Holo is "I'm not a happy person", that's not normal. It's next to impossible to move away from that when that's how you define herself
