>>84398285yes.. unfortunately i just want one serious conversation with her, is that too much to ask, shes so avoidant i hate it, i feel like she really does love me but doesnt know how to show it, i dont know how i can keep telling myself this, i am just depressed that even after all i did it just means nothing
>>84398321i do, i want a gf that i can care for and treat well but i dont want to get one while she is still on my mind, its not fair to her and i wouldnt want to treat anyone badly especially the person i am going to spend the rest of my life with
>>84398461 yeah shes so fucking selfish, everything is for her everything is just so she can have her ideal "lifestyle" i di the same too i fucking watched the whole dream SMP for her and watched her fleshtubers, she hated that i wasnt into it and hated that i watched hololive streams as well, everything needed to fit her normie standard, she wanted someone to hype her up while she always wanted to humble me, for fucking what? for being happy for having interest that dont have her up on a fucking pedestal, she wanted me to drop things jsut for her, to call off work for her just to cancel on me, she still wants her fucking lifestyle even though shes jobless, everyone sticks their necks out for her just for her to take it for granted, she gets handed jobs that she quits, she gets everything handed to her just to spit back in the face of those who hand it to her, shes such a fucking immature cunt and always talks about how good communication is fucking key while shutting up whenever she wants, i fucking hate his, but whenever she needs help im always there, whenever she needs something she goes to me, she said i was her number one but i always felt like i was just her back up when things didnt go her way, why do i keep staying with her, shes bee nwith me through a lot but i just cant have and deep conversations with her, its always me me me, why does she want normie stuff so much, doesnt she know she drains the life out of me, i used to be so much happier before she changed, i want her back and what she was before, she wants everything to change for her but apparently her shit smells so much better than everyone else that she doesnt need to i fucking hate her and i hate that i love her 