>>27423606You mean Nyan from 2017 to 2022. I'm fully aware that she wanted to be "an idol" but she has never once demonstrated she wanted to be what the Japanese would consider one. She's always just wanted to a fantasy but never really wanted the reality. During the Ai concert, especially the after party, she was on her best behavior but was way too nervous to be anything but a caricature.
It's not who she is. She likes being a free spirit making crass and vulgar humor to entertain and expressing herself in ways that wouldn't be allowed by idol culture. Also boyfriend.
