>>57195792I mean, you apparently can't see it because you're asking, but I can just tell you from my own personal experience that I had literally no choice in the matter of her being my oshi.
I watched her debut, and I was literally getting something equivalent to electric shocks going down my body. Didn't even get to choose after that point: she was just my oshi from then on, and has been ever since.
When you actually find "the one," you just. You don't get a choice. You realize your oshi chose you, and that's the end of that.
