>>89154158I think my brain is broken, for the past two years I've been too apathetic to do anything I want. I don't feel happy or sad and there are things I love and want to do like hobbies or writing but the apathy is so bad all I can do is get up in the morning, sit in front of my laptop watching videos and scrolling 4chan then go to bed.
I haven't played video games in months even though I want to and enjoy it. I haven't worked on any writing in over two years. I don't feel motivated to do anything either. And like I said, I'm not happy or even sad, I just feel numb mostly. It bothers me but being unable to feel sad about it makes it difficult to fix.