>>79390172Many anti-unicorns are former unicorns who treaded that same path and came to the same places after a while.
You begin to realize a shift in mentality is needed. You change your perspective. She was always out of reach, but the entertainment and community she creates isn't.
Elsewise you double down and become toxic, calling those who hurt you whores and whatnot. In this case, you're more motivated by hate and fear of rejection than you are by a love of vtubing.