>>15054117I sometimes feel guilty, y'know. You just say some funny things at the right time, and then people roll with it. It's only natural. I've done it enough times. It's not like I didn't know what I was doing. And it does make me feel good about myself. But then one day, you see it one too many times; and then you see it in an OP; and then another; and then someone that actually matters repeats it. It's scary, to see the things you've done grow by themselves. I've done all I could to keep out of the spotlight all this time; I have stopped myself from posting things like this so many times. I'm a big fish in a small pond, I know; but I'm still sure I could do worse. I wonder if this is how Joji felt. People pretend they're tough, but in reality, it's scary how receptive they are.
Ah, well. It's not use crying about it now. Let alone when I don't plan to stop.
