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I feel like I don’t love my oshi anymore. I was deep in the GFE trap at the start, bur now? I skip half her streams, don’t donate anymore, barely chat, and visit the discord maybe once a month, or whenever she pings it. Feels like the only reason I’m still paying membership is out of obligation; like she was the first ever girl I “oshi’d”, the first one I watched since day 1, and if I leave her, I’ll never find a girl that special ever again, so I just stay, even though I have no passion left for her.
Anyone else get this feel? It’s like I ascended from GirlFriend Experience to LongtermMarriage Experience, where all I can do is dream of the old days where it was just me and her, and it felt fresh and new, like we had something special, but now, we’re just going through the motions, too scared to divorce cuz we don’t want to put the kids through it, ya dig? Ya feel me?
