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>Try working on and improving myself
>Back to getting back in shape and losing the weight gradually among other things
>Outside of the obvious motivation for this is myself first and foremost constantly get reminded I'm too weird and not fit for a relationship in general
>Even when I don't try to be weird and reign my autism in it feels like I'm lying to myself, not being true to me
>Admittedly sometimes it's hard to control that stuff though
>There's also the fact that I'm brown and apparently no girl is fine with that unless you're completely white now (I understand but still)
>Pretty much just reinforces that no matter what I do I will never really find any real comfort in this world outside of vtubers and the shit I do to pass the time by
