>>104867694>>104867834Thanks for the advice anon. Honestly I think there might be an element of pathological spite at play here. My immediate thought process on reading this was, "maybe it's true that he doesn't want to be important to me anymore, but why should I care about what he wants or what he thinks? He abandoned everyone, why reward him with exactly the thing he was looking for? Surely I should refuse to let him go, just to rub it in his face and punish him if nothing else? It's not like there's any benefit to giving up anyway, past experience has made it pretty clear that I'm not capable of ever moving on from loss, so that course of action literally only has downsides and no upsides."
... I'll have to meditate on this. Thanks again.
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