>>91348848That's addressed in the second sentence. Listen, we can get into a whole conversation about mirroring and the like
that the average ESL on this board will be incapable of understanding but at the end of the day the point is to take it semi-seriously rather than totally seriously. I like listening to ASMR erotic or otherwise and I like the tingles and feelings of appreciation or otherwise, Patra was my oshi before I even knew what a vtuber was, but not once has my love for her ever been romantic. Sexual at times, sure, but knowing that everything is for lack of a better term "a bit" is far far far more comforting than an actual experience I end up losing myself in. That's the kind of psychological attachment that's best for you and best for her in my eyes.