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alright Ruffians… I’ll vent for a bit, so just call me gay or an anti or whatever. I had a good time, but this is where I take my leave. I was gonna wait till BD’s over to reevaluate, but nothing has changed for me. I’m just not feeling it anymore.
I looked and realised I have barely watched anything besides their 3D debut in 2 months now and I haven't felt the need to catch up either. Hard to pinpoint why, exactly. Maybe the rose-tinted glasses just came off and I realised I'm not really into all this stuff they're passionate about. HC idol-stuff, their game choices, the projects and their "hungry" mindset... is not something I enjoy. At least anymore.
And now that they’ve practically speedran their goals… I just feel nothing. I’m happy for them like I would be for any of the girls, but it’s not the “literally crying, smile eternally protected, BAUBAU” kind of happy that’s echoed here. Makes me feel even more detached.
I guess I’m burned out. Or maybe this oshi-ing thing just wasn’t for me. I think I’ll go casual or something. I dunno. Keeping the plushies though
/blog