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I watched a recommended asmr stream on youtube yesterday and after only 10 minutes I fell absolutely in love with her. And I mean actual love, I've had several oshis over the years (only one at a time) and not one of them has made me feel this way before.
I followed all her socials and unironically even considered joining her 100€ patreon tier where she posts lewds and exclusive asmr audios.
Scrolling through her channel I found that she's a male collaber and even did irl meet n greets at cons and despite considering myself as one of the biggest unicorns on this board i was actually tempted to look past all the red flags.
But when I woke up this morning I decided to trust my instincts and experience instead of my heart and made the difficult decission to unfollow and even block her to not be tempted again. Now I'm depressed and heartbroken (self inflicted). It's so fucking over for me. Stay safe tinglers
sry about this needed to share it somewhere
