>>7936311I can relate to this, I was (and still am) in a similar situation. Things still aren't great, but ever since I found Fubuki and started seriously learning Japanese to understand her better I feel like I've been getting a bit better mentally. She has inspired me to try to improve again and start to take more pride in myself and my (meager) achievements. It's a powerful thing, no matter how shitty things are, I still have something to look forward to almost every day. This month has been especially good with the daily fixed time morning streams in that regard.
