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Uuuuuu I want to start to do other things during sarus stream, I still want to wat h her but during the gaming sections where she's just gaming I want to go outside for a bit. BUT I don't want to become estranged from her or make her think I don't like her anymore, I know she says, just like a lot of other vtubers, that it's OK not to watch them all the time and that there are vods so you should never feel fomo for her but I still think she will think differently of me if I don't watch every stream fully. But on the other hand she has made that comment before when someone said they can make a game of her that "real game devs don't have the time to watch streams all day" so maybe she will not just understand but also think more highly of me if I do spend less time with her and focus in what I want to do, but then I still don't want to miss out on time with her because I like spending my day with her. I also think it's unfair to expect her to stream consistently for 6h every time when I just decide on a whim to go do something else instead of dedicating my time to her too, like imagine showing up to spend time with a friend and they leave to do something else while you're still expecting to sit there and pretend nothings wrong. I got some wireless earbuds so maybe I could start to do other stuff while still listening to the stream since game streams don't have a lot to look at anyway, it's the start and end and dinner break where you need to watch, unless she plays a game I really want to see but then I'll try to watch stream and make it a big event with drinks and food anyway