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How do I deal with falling in love with a Vtuber? I know that there's 0 chance of ever meeting Airi outside her avatar, I know I would never have even a fraction of a chance with her and I know that the Airi I know is just an idealization of the little I know about the person behind the avatar.
Yet I can't stop thinking about her or wanting her, my brain is getting fried because it knows it's a stupid fantasy, it goes against any kind of rational or healthy thought, but it still wants to hold on to a non-existent hope of being able to make her happy.
It makes me want to die.