>>29142681I do not know what keeps me going. I shouldn't be here right now. I should be lying in a ditch as a withering corpse.
I have no game plan. I almost completely gave up on playing games. I go live and talk. That's all i can do. It's Monday so, my bi-weekly trauma dump stream is coming up. The more i look at streamers the more i see how i don't fit into this. I made plans for a re-debut, but no matter how much money and effort I put into this hobby, nothing will change the fact that i'm not made for this.
I wanted to make something unique, you don't see as much on other streams. Menhera Monday was that attempt, but well there's probably a reason why nobody else does it.
