>>28266448Gagler, I'm gonna lay it to you buddy, and you may not like this, but:
Just go to church and get yourself a gf there
Literally just do that
I have friends who do this and they don't look back, if you're so desperate you can just do that, no one will judge you man, this chuuba obsession will end your sanity. Join a cult or legion or something even
Also do reps on whatever project you have