>>38252862>get my ass beat with a bat>push her down and take it away>about to swing but realize that when I grow up, I’ll just end up like her>try to KYS myself (offensive) by Hotline Miami-ing my head with the bat repeatedly>she freaks out and calls an ambulance >literally almost braindead>she starts to cry and says “I’m sorry” over and over>get surgery and pull through >she’s crying still but happy to see me>ask her why she’s crying for me even though she was so abusive>this I don’t know how to feel about any of this. I’m at a loss at this point and don’t even know if I should forgive her or not.