>>82901775>I would assume the stem of my anger comes from seeing my oshi being depicted in those 2 fetishes often.That might have been the trigger, but there's no way that's as deep as it goes. The fact that you're aware that the level of vitriol you feel over it reaches irrationality means there's definitely something underlying this further than that. If there wasn't, you should've ultimately been able to rationalize that it's not really worth getting nuclear over, as it's not -actually- your oshi there, and that this stuff is ultimately an insignificant part of the public's perception of her.
I'd honestly recommend looking deeper into this. Despite what the internet may tell you, getting really pissed and yelling about this kinda thing doesn't actually do anything to change it, doesn't make more people agree with you(in fact usually makes them disagree with you harder), doesn't manage to keep people away, doesn't prove that you are right and they are wrong.
It really just makes you and everyone else around you feel like shit.
So just like...look into it more. If you think you've reached the beginning, force yourself to try thinking yet another step back. And talk to people about it. Anyone you can.
