>>92382201>>92382836Please excuse me if I'm too blunt.
Yes, you're in a shit situation, yes it hurts, but no, you're not alone in this. It seems to be exactly what we felt when Mint graduated. It made me quit watching vtubers altogether for a while, until I just clicked on /vt/ randomly and saw talks that someone who debuts is in fact her. It was hard to accept that she was someone else now, it was really uncanny. The Elf was around for a much longer time and that time of no Elf was longer as well. You can't really be helped, but you're understood.