>>16004323I know the feeling.
Yesterday, for the first time in my life, I was envious of a fellow lovebyte.
I felt fear and anger watching Chapipi laugh at other people's jokes and be impressed that some anon actually wrote twenty pages.
I felt the pain of seeing one of my comments being ignored.
Today I understand that I cannot pay for her love. But I do my reps. I trust in my ability to show her in many ways that I am worthy of her care and attention.
My work is less than 5 pages long, but the content goes deep, the plot is girthy.
I also got some musical covers and art in the makings, i hope she likes it.