>>14816898>be me>wake up with alarm>listen to a vod or karaoke while getting ready>walk to work wearing my gura earbuds>listen to more karaoke and daydream about her at work>check #gawrt throughout the day>get home and watch her stream>think about her while falling asleepyou know, it doesn't really hit you how unhealthy it is until you write it all out. I don't hit every point every day, but there have certainly been a good number where I've done exactly this.