>>2776545You're too focused on comparing her to the reader, as if it was actually you who felt identified and others "must feel this way... right..?"
I'm not very fond of her because of her behavior, the way she copes, you can feel the CRINGE she feels while doing the crazy shit she does sometimes, and it's all to hide how she feels.
I think she's similar to Ollie like anon
>>2774635 said on how volatile or reckless she might be, but what's behind this behavior is different. Ollie is being stupid and obnoxious, Matuli is coping and going along with something to entertain whoever likes that, even if she's hurt inside or feels something else.
I wish her well but I don't like her personality.
Also her screams are imprinted in my memory and I have PTSD whenever I see her. I hate it.
