>>62543530That's a pretty unique situation. It's difficult to find good answers in life, sometimes you just have to think of a good reason for choosing one particular choice, then choose that choice. Then at least you can say, 'Well, I did it this way because of ____'. Fuwamoco said the other day that making a big list of pros and cons is very helpful, though I've never done it myself.
Hope you find peace in your remaining time and have fun. Personally if I was your fan I'd like to know. But if you want to immortalise your character eternally as a true representation of who YOU are, separated from your illness... That seems pretty cool too.
