>>51239242I was you, 3 months after gen 3 debut, stumbling into yura. She used to say she loved us. Maybe she meant it then too, but i havent watched her in a while. Back then...when she appeared on stream id kick my little legs on my chair, hang onto her words, play the games she played alongside her. She poured so much time and effort into her streams, hours of prep, triple checking her setup and preplaying most games, studying the bugs, and looking at reviews, she was pretty amazing for an EN vtuber. I was easily smitten, at some point her laugh, her jokes even her ideas would stick in my head for hours after. The little secret messages at the end of streams felt like a cheeky hug for those who stayed. I dont remember why i stopped watching, i am a capracious bitch so it was probably petty, but it was some time into the ark phase, she seemed more irritable, less enthusiastic, and i felt like a dissapointment to her despite her never even saying or knowing my name. I hope shes better now and that she makes you happy, but that ship has sailed for me. Now i watch someone whose clinically retarded, never preps her games, chronically oversleeps and always forgets the words to her songs. But she makes me laugh, and she makes me smile, and i think thats just as good as.