>>24520143I'm really sexually attracted to Shadow but truth be told I do feel kind of bad about it, and I'd never act that way in front of her, in streams or on the discord or whatever. I don't think she minds people feeling that way given some of the art she's commissioned and her anything goes policy towards fanart, but still it feels weird. When she says things like she's a jumpy sleeper and she couldn't sleep if anyone was touching her it hits me that's trauma related and I feel terrible for wanting to ravage her. I guess even if I had the opportunity I probably wouldn't fuck the real Shadow for how shitty I'd feel about just the thought of it. But the fantasy of it is nice.
