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watching todays asmr and the post nut and scrolling through twitter made me kinda realize how to better describe Vox and his fanbases parasocial relationship into words.
it really does feel like, on his end, that in his really strange unorthodox way, he gets turned on by all the attention and emotionally attached to all the fancontent, to the point of viewing his fans collectively as his actual girlfriend (plus some gaychads). like he misses kindred when hes away, gets aroused when he gets deep into fanservice or asmr, and even feels jealous/possessive if kindred is listening to someone elses asmr.
given his fanbase being a fanbase no one feels exactly the same way, but the really hardcore yume and fans are parasocial for him too.
i think an outsiders perspective would interpret this as batshit insane. its definitely weird and milords autism or whatever probably doesnt help. but weirdly it makes me incredibly fond and more yume for him. it feels really really nice having an oshi whose obsessive love for his fans is so ridiculously high it might even trump some of the fans themselves.
