>>49237580I just want to know where he went he could literally be in a hospital bed or dead in a ditch somewhere or graduating or worse and his last words were "I will see you guys next time" and the last thing he liked on twitter was shinkai shojo art and the last thing he tweeted was pic related and that was days ago and while that would be a really in-character way for him to go just fucking imagine if he died and that was the last thing he ever said I just want to know if he ever got that donut he was talking about because he sounded very enthusiastic about it and I can't eat and I can't sleep and I can't think all I can do is schizopost I will not take medication I will not treat my mental illness the voices win the voices always win if he dies then I go with him just tell me you're dead already just rip off the bandaid just tell me it's over tell me you're gone I can't live in this state of limbo any longer also that reminds me I was watching his limbo vod the other day because I was starting over watching all of his streams from day 1 because I want to go back in time to when things were better and it was cute when he was talking about whistling because I learned to whistle too late in life too and it made me feel closer to him but now I'll never feel close again he's dead just tell me to die I'll die just put me down
