>>86026203I was disappointed because with the streams the week before last I thought things were getting better. I thought that things would calm down and we'd get her back, at least for a while, that she was going to start putting effort back into streaming again. I've gotten over just being a number, I've gotten over only getting the occasional message read and I've gotten over her missing my superchats. I'm not going to try to get over her putting vtubing to the side anymore, and I realize now that that's what she's going to keep doing.
She's free to do as she likes, she's free to decide for herself what really matters to her, but if she's going to keep letting us know we don't matter to her then I'm not going to be around for it. The good times we've had aren't worth it anymore, not when I know they're not coming back. I know she won't notice I'm gone, but I'll miss her. I hope she does well.
