>>87978775She's mentally ill and a perfectionist and the fact that she can't perfectly control all aspects of her ASMR like the sound quality, background noise, etc gives her a terrible case of imposter syndrome and makes it too nerve wracking for her to make. She tries to skirt around that by doing prerecorded ASMR and stuff like that, but that's way more work for way less end product and that makes her unhappy too, because she'd just as well rather stream than take 3 hours to put out 25 minutes of edited ASMR.
