>>14691361Sounds like she's lamenting a lack of work. But from what I can tell that clip must be from the earlier half of 2020 as those streams are privated. Not sure what the anon means by dicksword fans not caring cause of it. Maybe they are happy she has work?
>>14692021You just have to keep at it anon. If you got to learning kanji before, I recommend trying again and setting anki to not show new cards until all review cards have been seen for the day. This alone helped me immensely my second (and current) time around, which I started mid May last year.
I've been severely slacking on my grammar and proper reading reps, but I am still able to read so much more now that it keeps my motivation to continue high. And my rote memorization ability is way below average.