>>4456246>hobbyist artist, want to work on some big projects but don't have much motivation or following>streamers I used to enjoy watching are either cucking themselves or getting cancelled by big yabs>generally losing interest in things I used to like>feeling empty inside>start getting into chuubas last year>they are genuine and entertaining, filling a void in my life I didn't realize I had>draw fanart of my oshi>get retweeted by her>positive attention and a decent amount of follows flow in>I now have motivation to keep up my drawing reps and take on my dream projectsthese girls are like drugs