>>78308380Same. My only biggest fear is unironically being forgotten.
Mental illness warning DO NOT OPEN
I unironically feel like they've kind of changed how they react/interact with me for the most part. I feel like it's because I've been interacting less due to outside stuff and not because I'm "switching oshis" or whatever. They say things like "we'll wait" but I feel like when you come back, things change. Maybe it's due to them protecting themselves, or maybe it's due to them no longer feeling as attached? They seem more guarded I guess but they aren't like that with anyone else. I dunno.
I also noticed how they're very attached and emotional towards all the people who sent them letters except for me, which makes me think my letter didn't actually reach them... I also don't ever tweet at them other than replys and stuff even though that seems to mean a lot to them. 