>>41362522>Falling out of love with her?I'm not too sure. I still watch her streams when I can and enjoy it. But I no longer have that spark of joy and happiness when I first discovered her. I thought it was burned out so I took a few days off during the final days of last year but it didn't change a thing. And before you assumed, I didn't care about the off collab for anything but the potential dramas and schizos born from it, which it did happened. Even if it's mostly contained here. Who knows, I probably worried myself too much over her attracting too much negative press to herself that I decided to ignore my concern for my own sanity. Maybe. But that's just me psychoanalyzing myself, it's probably bullshit.
Either way, it feels like I watch an Enna stream but I can't help but worried that she might say or do something that would attract more of that unwanted attention. But I'll try to enjoy her mochi stream today because her handcams streams is how I decided she's my oshi.
