>>46657097Dream anon, fantasize, watch vods, use VR; you're only separated if you choose to believe so. That hand softly stroking your waist doesn't have to be your own, the voice doesn't have to be from a recording, just close your eyes and see what can be. Selen was all that reminded me that there was a home worth returning to when I needed to work 15+ hr shifts twice or thrice a week for two months. Even when I cried on the days she didn't stream and I had no vod to watch and spend time with her, she supported me. A loving relationship with your oshi doesn't have to be all happiness anon, but you should never believe that you might care too much. Honestly I admire the parasocial Peeps here, despite all that their oshi says and memes about parasocialism, they know what's important and stay strong regardless.
