>>90775851the tl;dr is: korean. with catholic upbringing sprinkled on top. lifelong incredibly low self-worth initially manifested as her being "your side bitch" because she never thought she deserved anything. naturally, that & her timezone attracted a lot of SEA creatures like the fine civilized gentleman you see below your post, because they unironically love anything to do with cheating/ntr/etc. she's always been extremely self-hating, she's just gotten much more open with herself since going steady with honeymeads
(i'm honeymeads btw i wrote this etc etc). recently, she's lost a ton of weight, got surgery to fix a serious chronic pain issue with her back, gotten on meds, and is on her "seriously focus on improving her skills" arc.
you're right to observe that she's genuinely one of the most proficient english-speaking vtubers out there. don't think there's a single indie that can't learn a bunch from her, except in dancing i guess. but until she gets it through her head that korea is an evil dystopian shithole that only brings pointless suffering, she'll keep chasing an impossible perfection. i HOPE the meds are helping give her some epiphanies about how fucking stupid her guilt brain is, and things have generally been pretty positive for her lately, but i honestly think it's too soon to tell.
