>>58876650Yeah I know this is down horrendous. Transpired over the course of like, 10-20 minutes. never even heard of this vtuber before, found them looking in a game category on Twitch
So I just popped into the end of this vtuber's stream, she was playing Halo CE for the first time. Have you ever met somebody and like some dating sim NPC or a Sims character, your fucking affection meter gets sped-ran rapid-fire with literally everything you're hearing/seeing doing it for you?
I naturally gravitate towards people who wear their heart on their sleeve, and enthusiastic, very positive people, who pay attention to others.
Right off the bat, despite having an 800+ viewer stream (I think she's an indie vtuber), she makes the effort to engage with chat constantly. Picked up all of my messages right away, almost like she barely even filters chat. So that's pretty neat so far, those are my fav kinds of streamers
Afterward, I can tell she's invested in Halo's story (she was at the Two Betrayals cutscene when I entered the stream), but she's also reeeeally into Halo's soundtrack! She was just jamming out, and she misremembered the name of the composer but even the fact that she cared enough to pay attention to Marty O'Donnell's name just kinda makes me happy :)
(Saying this as someone who fucking adores Halo, grew up with that game to the point that I used the Halo CE ost in the morning as a kid to wake me up for my morning routine)
So far, it's just been a good streamer happening to be invested in and enjoying a game from a franchise I hold very dear. Cool stuff so far, at this point I'd just follow her and tune for streams, no big deal
She then mentions that she's got to end stream soon because she has some classes to teach.
Oh my fucking god. Teachers.
Bad teachers are pretty meh, but when your family is dysfunctional as shit and your homelife is hell, you'll grow up cherishing "cool teachers". And just in general, like already, she gives off that genuine "I love people" vibe that most cool teachers have
I had major crushes on a good chunk of teachers I had growing up, so hearing she was a teacher on top of everything so far is just... imagine, if you ever had a crush on a teacher before, if they chose in their personal time to indulge in one of your biggest interests, and really seemed to appreciate it in a similar way to how you did.
It's almost weird, I feel no lust or anything. Her voice is attractive and her model is great sure (obviously not indicative of anything physical), but right now I just kind of feel like
"damn, I hope that someday I meet someone who reminds me of why I like this person."
Had to vent. Feel free to call me a faggot below. I've had a decently nice day today, I can take it lol
(ALSO, she played on original graphics mostly despite having come from freshly playing Reach which is based AF, her Discord and community in general seems super non-toxic despite its size,
and last thing, this is a fucking woman on the internet. No I will not make things weird or shell out money because of how I feel lol. All I will do is enjoy her streams, chat away (might even recommend her some games, she takes a lot of input from her community), and know what to look for in future girlfriends. Holy shit I like this person a lot)