>>85068349I like NijiEN and I watch a bunch of vtubers here and outsdie of niji casually already. Kunai was my oshi becuase I liked her the most out of all of them. I wish I didnt wait on her and payed more attention to people that really insipred me while she was gone but even they dont make me feel the same way kunai did and I dont even have anyone to fall back now that shes gone. Its probably better I dont have an oshi so I cant care to much and get hurt again and just casually watch the people I already do because I hate that now I have to hope or the coinflip that her PL is just like she was as Kunai ior her going "Man I was really phoning it in there. Now I wanna do this completely different thing thats unrecognizable to my old content" like the other people I watched that graduated. This hobby is too stressful I wish I could go back and just only care about clips and fanart instead and just be happy seeing my oshi's design
