>>25709003It's not something that's going to improve over night. Being aware those what-ifs exist is a step up from not giving a shit anymore and throwing your life away, you're on the right track. Even if it's just the beginning. You said you have a good job, so make sure to regulate your schedule, because mental illness makes you want to throw your schedule out the window. If you slip up for a few days, don't throw the towel in. Recovery is not a straight line.
And anyways, if the only thing keeping you here on this Earth is anime girls, there's nothing wrong with that at all.
