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I've wanted to vtube for like a year and a half since people have said I should go for it, but can't get it started due to life stuff. I have a night shift security guard job and I'm always tired and I can't stream as much due to that and the fact that I'm constantly stressed and worried about my mom who has remnants of her breast cancer and now she might have some malignant shit on her neck as well. I can't imagine taking time to contact artists, riggers, make a twitter, do all the shit you need to do. I find it difficult enough to just be a normal streamer and grow as it is. I applied to holostars twice in the hopes of making it by some miracle but I'm sure my status as a nobody didn't help. It would've helped if I made it, money wise and psychologically so I could finally quit my shitty job and still help my mom. Thank you for reading my blog. Life sucks, I just wanted to vent at a wall.
