>>14973908Internalized unicornity. An illness that consumes your sanity slowly.
You may say "I'm fine I'm not mentally ill!" but deep down you're scared, you can't help these invasive thoughts going through your mind.
It's impossible to deny reality, yet you double down to keep the pain away.
But you know the truth, that a complete change of mind is needed, or else you will never enjoy your oshi the same way.