>>56695281For me it does the opposite. Seeing her having the time of her life now just makes me happy. Every guerrilla zatsu she has at ridiculous hours where she spergs out, every mengen where she opens up about stuff she enjoys, even the gamplay streams even though she's not that good at them, every collab with the other girls and NePoLaBo (which is not like any other collab and deserves a spot of its own) I feel an incredible urge to do my best afterwards because unlike her I have no excuse at the moment for being depressed or any of that shit
