>>39485627had another relationship many years after the hamplanet near miss, which also lasted exactly 4 years (Can't seem to get a girl to stay with me for more than four years), and this one cheated on me, typical pattern of growing distant, "falling out of love" and then finding out about the cheating, and again like fucking poetry, she had kids within months of breaking up with me, but not even with the guy she cheated with but another rando. There are now four children on this planet that busted their way through hymens that I broke with my penis. That last break up took me 10 fucking years to get over fully, and as I've said, it was Gura that taught me to love again. She opened my heart. But now i fear it is too late, I am now too old, too broken, too far gone, and will probably die alone. Sorry for the gay blogposting, but it's late and quiet and comfy in the thread so...
